Saturday, September 12, 2009
I'm Still Not Ready
I realize this post is long over due, but I just couldn't bring myself to write it. I'm not ready to be "done" with this experience, but here it goes...
So my last day in Kenya we went to Kibera - it was probably the most amazing thing I have ever seen. Literally millions of people in this tiny area. Little "houses" made of tin and garbage, streets made of literal crap. Like human feces as well as garbage. Back during the election violence in 07, they dumped dead bodies in the streets of Kibera. So walking through there was quite an experience. Like everywhere in Kenya, the children were delighted to see you and the adults were indifferent.
I flew the 20+ hour journey home and arrived last saturday. My parents, stephen, and phil greeted me at the airport (I looked like a hot mess after not having a real shower in six weeks and sitting on a plane for a whole day).
The first thing I did when I got home was take a HOT shower. With clean water! Then Phil made me and the family some BBQ chicken quesadillas (I had been craving them since I left!) I fell asleep around 7pm and jet lag kicked my butt for about 4 days.
And now it has been a whole week. I have literally been avoiding this blog, but I know it's time. I know it is not the end of this experience, just the end of this chapter. There is no doubt in my mind I will be back in Kenya soon. I wish Kenya and New York were just a little closer : ) that way I could have the best of both worlds!
My biggest fear is that I will forget. I am honestly terrified that the feeling I had while in Kenya will leave me. I don't want to forget how I felt, what it looked like, how it changed me. I know, I know, "you will never forget this". But honestly, I can feel it slipping already. I can't picture the Maasai walking around NY in their shoes made of tires. How can I keep those pictures close when they are so literally and figuratively far away?
Well maybe that is the point. I guess I will know when it is time to go back - when I can't remember why it was so hard to leave in the first place.
Look for some updates with pictures and videos, and thanks for all of your support!
Friday, September 4, 2009
The Journey "Home"
Hi All...
I'm not prepared to write this, but I am leaving Kenya tonight at 11:30 pm. I can't even begin to get my feelings and thoughts in check, so I will leave that for when I get back. Until then, here is an update of my last few days!
The girls came back on Wednesday! It was so amazing! They didn't even make it through the gate before they jumped out of the car to greet eachother. Wednesday night I hung out with the girls, and they "washed me" with cold, dirty river water. Apparently this is a Kenyan birthday tradition but it is pretty much just dumping buckets of water over the person fully clothed! We watched Step Up 2 and went to bed.
Thursday the girls had to start class. I went to the orphanage to say goodbye, and they had made me all sorts of presents. Necklaces, bracelets, they even want to mail me a belt for my dad (don't ask me why!) I went back to campus and spent time with the girls, going to their classes and hanging out. Then after lunch it was time to say goodbye - for now. It really sucked but I know I will be back. Thursday night we drove to Niarobi, and sat in traffic FOREVER. It is really scary, people drive like maniacs! There are these vans here called Matutus. They pack 14 people in and drive like no one else is on the road. I think my heart stopped a few times, they come so close to hitting you! Jenni, Jason, and I stayed at a hotel here in Niarobi.
Today Jenni and I went to Kabira. Has anyone seen the Constant Gardener? If you have, that slum is Kabira. I'll write more later because my time just ran up on the computer! AH!
I'm not prepared to write this, but I am leaving Kenya tonight at 11:30 pm. I can't even begin to get my feelings and thoughts in check, so I will leave that for when I get back. Until then, here is an update of my last few days!
The girls came back on Wednesday! It was so amazing! They didn't even make it through the gate before they jumped out of the car to greet eachother. Wednesday night I hung out with the girls, and they "washed me" with cold, dirty river water. Apparently this is a Kenyan birthday tradition but it is pretty much just dumping buckets of water over the person fully clothed! We watched Step Up 2 and went to bed.
Thursday the girls had to start class. I went to the orphanage to say goodbye, and they had made me all sorts of presents. Necklaces, bracelets, they even want to mail me a belt for my dad (don't ask me why!) I went back to campus and spent time with the girls, going to their classes and hanging out. Then after lunch it was time to say goodbye - for now. It really sucked but I know I will be back. Thursday night we drove to Niarobi, and sat in traffic FOREVER. It is really scary, people drive like maniacs! There are these vans here called Matutus. They pack 14 people in and drive like no one else is on the road. I think my heart stopped a few times, they come so close to hitting you! Jenni, Jason, and I stayed at a hotel here in Niarobi.
Today Jenni and I went to Kabira. Has anyone seen the Constant Gardener? If you have, that slum is Kabira. I'll write more later because my time just ran up on the computer! AH!
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Happy Birthday To Me!
23. Wow that is old! Who would have thought I would be enjoying my 23rd birthday in Kenya, East Africa!
Thank you to everyone who responded to my post about Olivia! You are all amazing and I am so lucky to have such wonderful, supportive people in my life!
GOOD NEWS! We visited Olivia and she is looking pretty good! She has been put in traction, and that horrible cardboard contraption has been taken off her leg. She is lying on her back with both of her legs in the air, suspended from a bar. After I posted we went back to the hospital and were able to get her seen by an orthopedic surgeon. So it seems like she is in a good place right now. Luckily, if she stays at this hospital it won't be too expensive for her family. I'm going to find out what they have to pay and then will get back to those who offered to donate. She is still not on an IV, but she is being given pain meds orally.
Today the girls come back to school! It is bitter sweet, almost a tease, because I leave Daraja tomorrow! I went to the orphanage yesterday, and learned how to make some interesting beadwork. Mine came out looking like a pot of gold with an ugly Irish flag, not on purpose! Oh well! I was so excited because the babies at the orphanage spoke to me in English for the first time! I said "how are you" and each answered "fine, thank you!" I almost died! I was so excited that they each wanted to individually say it again to me so I could clap for them!
I'm not sure when I will be able to post again, my computer battery got zapped from a power surge, so I am using Jason's battery! I will try to post again before I go!
I know I say it all the time, but THANK YOU ALL for your love and support! YOU ROCK!
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